It was March of 1979 and I was expecting our first child.

My pregnancy had been uneventful except, of course, for the tiredness and nausea. My unborn child was quite a kicker. I often wondered if I had bruises inside!

But I began to worry. It had been three days without any movement or kicking. I was two weeks away from being full term. I had read that babies slow down their movement towards the end, and I had an appointment scheduled in a couple of days.

I tried to put bad thoughts out of my mind.

I was not yet born again which happened in 1983. As a Jew, I knew there was a God but I knew nothing about His great love for us, and how He showed that through His Son Yeshua.

The Appointment

I drove myself to the appointment. I had found my doctor by myself and I trusted him. Little did I know that he was not using up to date technology. At each appointment, he used a stethoscope to listen to my baby’s heart beat. Doctors had the doppler machine by then (I did not know this) but this doctor would listen with the stethoscope and say to the nurse “Fetal heartbeat is fine.”

The doctor actually said that same thing at this appointment, until I told him that I was concerned because I had not felt movement in three days. He opened another drawer and brought out a different stethoscope. I thought to myself “This must be more powerful.”

Then he said words to me that are forever engraved in my mind:

“Your baby may be dead, but you are scheduled to come in next week so try not to think about it.”

TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT???

I remember struggling to see as I was driving home because of the tears. I was in shock and could not stop crying. When I got home, I called my mother. She wanted the number of my doctor. She called his office, only to find out that he went on vacation and left no doctor’s name in case of an emergency.

Then my mother called my sister. My sister came and drove me to her obstetrician’s office. There, the doctor listened with the doppler for a very long time. Then he called us both into his office.

He told me that my baby was gone.

He said that I would go into labor at any time. He said to call him and he would meet me at the hospital. That night the labor began.

For almost a week, they would take me down to the maternity ward where they would shoot petocin into my veins. This is a substance which is supposed to bring on labor. At the end of the day, they would wheel me to another ward to sleep. They didn’t want me to be around mothers with their babies.

Finally, after almost a week of this torture, I pleaded with the doctor to do a C-Section. He did one the next morning. I became very sick – sepsis had set in. I had a high fever and was delirious.

They gave me blood transfusions for two days. Finally, I was on the mend – at least physically.

They never let me see my baby (Michael). Because I had become so sick, my parents and my husband were making decisions for me. They gave Michael’s body to the hospital. Back then they did not know how important is was for the mom to see her deceased baby.

It is all part of the grieving process.

Fast forward to December 1999

My daughter was having her first child. It was almost Christmas. She was in labor and wanted me to be with her. Her doctor told us to walk slowly around the hallway because this would bring on labor. So we walked, we talked and of course we laughed.

A nurse then approached us as we were walking. She said that there was a woman in one of the labor rooms who had just delivered a still born baby. She asked us to keep any laughing more quiet out of respect to this woman. We agreed.

Everything was perfect with my daughter’s labor and she delivered a beautiful baby boy – Ethan, who has always brought our family such joy.

The Holy Spirit

Having been born again in 1983, I was sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit. I kept feeling that the Lord wanted me to connect in some way with the woman who had lost her child. I had so much to tell her which could encourage her.

I asked at the nurses station if they had a piece of paper which I could write on. They gave me one. I prayed that the Lord would give me the right words to say to this woman. I poured out my heart in the letter – telling her what had happened to me so many years before. I spoke of the sadness and disbelief.

I wrote about going on to have three beautiful children. I wrote about what the Lord had done in my life. I gave her my phone number and urged her to call me if she wanted to talk after she got home.

When I was finished, I asked the nurse if this note could be given to the woman. The nurse told me that she would let the mother of the woman read it first, and that she had to make the choice to give it to her or not.

I prayed so hard.

Our daughter was leaving the hospital, so I was leaving as well. I did not know if the note had reached the woman, but I trusted God that His will be done.

Two weeks later the phone rang. It was the woman! Through tears, she told me that she didn’t know how she was going to get through the tragedy until her mother gave her my note. She said that God used me to bring hope to her – especially about having children in the future.

We talked about Jesus. We both cried. I realized that it truly was the Holy Spirit Who encouraged me to write to this grieving woman!

I did not hear from her again. I kept wondering if I should call. But I felt that if she wanted to talk, she knew my number. And I kept thinking that this very special connection between us was so perfect and God-sent, that if He wanted me to call, I surely would know.

Whenever I think of this woman and that day which would connect us forever, I think of this passage of Scripture:

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort,  who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God” (2nd Corinthians 3-4).

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

How Can I Be Saved?

Shalom B’Yeshua

MARANATHA!!

It has become harder to search for truth on the internet. I urge the brethren to keep digging for truth, because it’s out there.

But I noticed something quite alarming. After a published statement from a former researcher from Pfizer said that Covid 19 vaccines sterilize women, the same memo adamantly disputing his statement must have gone out to HUNDREDS of websites to extinguish the fire of this man’s claims about the vaccines..

I am trying my best to find the truth for you, and to give it to the readers on this WordPress.

If you look online today, you will see website after website disputing the scientist’s words.

But as I said, keep digging and the truth will be found on Conservative sites. The first part of this piece deals with various harmful effects of the vaccine.

The second part will deal exclusively with how the vaccine sterilizes women and girls.

From theepochtimes.com

Thousands of people have been unable to work or perform daily activities, or required care from a health care professional, after getting the new COVID-19 vaccine, according to new data from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC).

As of Dec. 18, 3,150 people reported what the agency terms “health impact events” after getting vaccinated.

Those who are experiencing these “events” are “unable to perform normal daily activities, unable to work,” or “required care from [a] doctor or health care professional.”

The incidents were reported through V-safe, a smartphone application. The tool uses text messages and web surveys to provide personalized health check-ins, and allows users to quickly tell the CDC if they’re experiencing side effects.

The CDC and Pfizer, which produces the vaccine with BioNTech, didn’t immediately respond to request for comments.

The information was presented on Dec. 19 by Dr. Thomas Clark, a CDC epidemiologist, to the Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices, an independent panel that provides recommendations to the agency.

The CDC said that 272,001 doses of the vaccine were administered as of Dec. 19. That means most people who were vaccinated didn’t experience negative effects.

The CDC has identified six case reports of anaphylaxis, or severe allergic reaction, that occurred following vaccination with the new vaccine, Clark reported. Other case reports were reviewed and determined not to be of anaphylaxis.

In an update on Dec. 18, the agency stressed that anyone who has ever had a severe allergic reaction to any ingredient in a COVID-19 vaccine should not get that vaccine. People with severe allergic reactions to other vaccines should consult their doctor about getting the new vaccine, while those with a history of anaphylaxis not related to vaccines “may still get vaccinated.”

Anyone who experiences anaphylaxis after getting the first vaccine should not get the second shot, the CDC said. COVID-19 vaccines are meant to be given across two doses, spaced about three weeks apart.

At least five health care workers in Alaska experienced adverse reactions after getting the Pfizer vaccine, the Anchorage Daily News reported. One worker at the Bartlett Regional Hospital required treatment at the hospital for at least two nights.

An Illinois hospital halted vaccinations after four workers suffered adverse reactions.

Dr. Peter Marks, director of the Food and Drug Administration’s Center for Biologics Evaluation and Research, told reporters in a call on Dec. 17 that the agency is working with the CDC and colleagues in the UK on probing the allergic reactions.

“We’ll be looking at all of the data we can from each of these reactions to sort out exactly what happened. And we’ll also be looking to try to understand which components of the vaccine might be helping to produce them,” he said.

Noting that he was speculating, Marks said it’s known that polyethylene glycol—a component present in both the Pfizer vaccine and one from Moderna that regulators approved earlier in the day—can be associated, uncommonly, with allergic reactions.

“So that could be a culprit here. And that’s why we’ll be watching very closely,” he said. “But we just don’t know at this point.”

Both vaccines have “systemic side effects,” which are “generally mild,” Marks said. They go away after a day. According to the FDA website, the most commonly reported side effects include tiredness, headache, muscle pain, and chills. The agency said they go away after several days.

One volunteer in Pfizer’s late-stage clinical trial experienced an allergic reaction. Two people in Moderna’s phase three clinical trial experienced anaphylactic reactions, the company said during a meeting on Dec. 17. But the data showed the benefits outweigh the risk, FDA officials said, as they granted emergency use authorization to the vaccines about seven days apart.

People who get a COVID-19 vaccine should be monitored for at least 15 minutes after getting vaccinated, according to the CDC.

If someone experiences a severe allergic reaction to getting a COVID-19 vaccine, vaccination providers are supposed to provide rapid care and call for emergency medical services. The person should continue to be monitored in a medical facility for at least several hours. Source

Brethren, yesterday it came out in the news that a former researcher from Pfizer warned that the Vaccine will cause sterilization in women. I planned to write on this today.

This morning, there were hundreds of websites disputing this statement and encouraging all to receive the vaccine without fear of sterilization.

It looks like ALL of the leftist/globalist sites received the same memo!

But here is the TRUTH:

From linkstacknews.com

The vaccine contains a  spike protein (see image) called  syncytin-1, vital for the formation of human placenta in women. If the vaccine works so that we form an immune response AGAINST the spike protein, we are also training the female body to attack syncytin-1, which could lead to infertility in women of an unspecified duration. 

On December 1, 2020, the ex-Pfizer head of respiratory research Dr. Michael Yeadon and the lung specialist and former head of the public health department Dr. Wolfgang Wodarg filed an application with the EMA, the European Medicine Agency responsible for EU-wide drug approval, for the immediate suspension of all SARS CoV 2 vaccine studies, in particular the BioNtech/Pfizer study on BNT162b (EudraCT number 2020-002641-42).

Dr. Wodarg and Dr. Yeadon demand that the studies – for the protection of the life and health of the volunteers – should not be continued until a study design is available that is suitable to address the significant safety concernsexpressed by an increasing number of renowned scientists against the vaccine and the study design.

On the one hand, the petitioners demand that, due to the known lack of accuracy of the PCR test in a serious study, a so-called Sanger sequencing must be used. This is the only way to make reliable statements on the effectiveness of a vaccine against Covid-19. On the basis of the many different PCR tests of highly varying quality, neither the risk of disease nor a possible vaccine benefit can be determined with the necessary certainty, which is why testing the vaccine on humans is unethical per se.

Furthermore, they demand that it must be excluded, e.g. by means of animal experiments, that risks already known from previous studies, which partly originate from the nature of the corona viruses, can be realized. The concerns are directed in particular to the following points:

• The formation of so-called “non-neutralizing antibodies” can lead to an exaggerated immune reaction, especially when the test person is confronted with the real, “wild” virus after vaccination. This so-called antibody-dependent amplification, ADE, has long been known from experiments with corona vaccines in cats, for example. In the course of these studies all cats that initially tolerated the vaccination well died after catching the wild virus.
• The vaccinations are expected to produce antibodies against spike proteins of SARS-CoV-2. However, spike proteins also contain syncytin-homologous proteins, which are essential for the formation of the placenta in mammals such as humans. It must be absolutely ruled out that a vaccine against SARS-CoV-2 could trigger an immune reaction against syncytin-1, as otherwise infertility of indefinite duration could result in vaccinated women.
• The mRNA vaccines from BioNTech/Pfizer contain polyethylene glycol (PEG). 70% of people develop antibodies against this substance – this means that many people can develop allergic, potentially fatal reactions to the vaccination.
• The much too short duration of the study does not allow a realistic estimation of the late effects. As in the narcolepsy cases after the swine flu vaccination, millions of healthy people would be exposed to an unacceptable risk if an emergency approval were to be granted and the possibility of observing the late effects of the vaccination were to follow. Nevertheless, BioNTech/Pfizer apparently submitted an application for emergency approval on December 1, 2020.

CALL FOR HELP: Dr. Wodarg and Dr. Yeadon ask as many EU citizens as possible to co-sign their petition by sending the e-mail prepared here to the EMA. source

https://linkstacknews.com/covid-vaccine-is-female-sterilization/

It is quite obvious to me that there IS a major problem in these vaccines. The powers that be would not call this a problem because they are into EUGENICS and the end game is REDUCING THE POPULATION of people on the earth.

I have written about Bill Gates for years – how his vaccines which were sent to India and Africa either killed, sterilized or rendered thousands paralyzed. India has a lawsuit against Gates which will NEVER see the light of day!!

PLEASE go to my site and put ” Gates” in the search box. MANY articles will come up which were written through the years.

PRAY PRAY PRAY for the people of the world to have wisdom to NOT take this poisonous Vaccine!!

How Can I Be Saved?

Shalom B’Yeshua

MARANATHA!!

Considering how crazy 2020 has been and the world seemingly heading into a darker 2021, many of us (believers) are on an emotionally draining roller-coaster ride. To be honest, I have been at peace and calm during these chaotic days.  Even though, admittedly I am probably the worst believer there is (Paul might argue he was worse). Almighty God still calls upon me, as He does YOU.

I have most recently been exhorting us all to “Sharpen our sWORD”. It’s quite easy to get overwhelmed by the world to lose sight of the Lord and starve ourselves from His word by not reading our Bibles. I am guilty of this as I’m sure some of you are. The thing about that is we are at war. We have always been at war; this is nothing new to the current events of the day. Perhaps for some of us that live in a relative comfort, do not suffer persecution, and are free to share the Gospel (for now), we have been oblivious to the evils of the world. I think that 2020 has served as a wake-up call to many dormant believers. The reality of the last days approaching is starting to sting as time flows onward to “The Day of the LORD”  

God calls each of us to many different ministries. We are all different parts of ONE Body. For one, every single believer is called (Commanded) to share the Good News of Salvation in the Messiah, Jesus Christ:

And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, “All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth.  Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen. (Matthew 28:18-20)

God also calls each of us to unique duties, tasks, and ministries. In these areas we must always be ready for action and prepared. Also, be sure of God’s will and timing for whatever He calls you to. Take Moses for example. Moses knew deep inside he was to aide his Hebrew brothers, yet long before God called him, he acted by killing the Egyptian:

Now it came to pass in those days, when Moses was grown, that he went out to his brethren and looked at their burdens. And he saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his brethren. So he looked this way and that way, and when he saw no one, he killed the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. And when he went out the second day, behold, two Hebrew men were fighting, and he said to the one who did the wrong, “Why are you striking your companion?” Then he said, “Who made you a prince and a judge over us? Do you intend to kill me as you killed the Egyptian?” So Moses feared and said, “Surely this thing is known!” (Exodus 2:11-14)

Even though the LORD would call Moses to deliver His people Moses acted in his will (the flesh) not God’s will. It took forty more years before the LORD called Moses from a burning bush:

So when the LORD saw that he turned aside to look, God called to him from the midst of the bush and said, “Moses, Moses!” And he said, “Here I am.” (Exodus 3:4)

Moses replied, “Here I am” In Hebrew it is (הנני) Hineni. It is the same reply several others responded to the LORD with:

• Abraham: Now it came to pass after these things that God tested Abraham, and said to him, “Abraham!” And he said, “Here I am.” (Genesis 22:1)
• Jacob: Then the Angel of God spoke to me in a dream, saying, ‘Jacob.’ And I said, ‘Here I am.‘ (Genesis 31:11)
• Samuel: that the LORD called Samuel. And he answered, “Here I am!” (1 Samuel 3:4)
• Isaiah: Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying: “Whom shall I send, And who will go for Us?” Then I said, “Here am I! Send me.” (Isaiah 6:8)
•  Ananias: Now there was a certain disciple at Damascus named Ananias; and to him the Lord said in a vision, “Ananias.” And he said, “Here I am, Lord.” (Acts 9:10) The Koine Greek used here is ιδου εγω, the same words used by the Septuagint (Koine Greek Old Testament) in all the above OT verses.

I encourage you all to study the above text further. You’ll notice that many times the person that replied “Here I am” obeyed despite not wanting to do the task or “Carry their Cross” so to speak.  Hineni means much more than simply “I am present”. It is a response to readiness to obey, much like a soldier when he replies “YES SIR”, when called by his officer to run a satchel charge into an enemy bunker complex braving a storm of bullets. The Soldier replies to the call, he obeys the orders, and he carries out his mission (calling). He does so willingly despite not really wanting to do the task. After all, what normal person would really want to brave bullets and recklessly risk death?

My Friends at One for Israel put it well:

There is a powerful word in Hebrew that sums up three words in English. The word is Hineni (הנני), which means “Here I am!” But you’ve got to watch out how you say it, because it is a way of expressing total readiness to give oneself – it’s an offer of total availability.

When God called out to Moses from the burning bush, Moses replied, “Hineni!” And you know what assignment he was given, and what happened next. When God approached Abraham to ask him to offer his only son as a sacrifice, Abraham responded, “Hineni!” not knowing what God was about to ask. God called out to the young boy Samuel three times before Samuel finally responded, “Hineni! I’m listening!” Many hundreds of years later, when God asked who would go for him in Isaiah 6, and the prophet willingly offered himself with a cry of “Hineni!” Send me!”

It can be used by family members, ready to be fully available and ready to pay attention, or ready to obey instructions. A bit like turning up and reporting for duty. Some translations include a “Behold” in the “here am I” statement, emphasising that they are present and ready for action. It is often children saying it as an expression of readiness to submit to their parents’ requests, although not exclusively.

It is, of course, the appropriate way to respond to God whenever he calls. His wish should be our command.

But God often says it of himself, when announcing what he is going to do. Often they are very gracious acts that cost him dearly. Interestingly, the very first one is bringing the flood – we cannot imagine how much that must have hurt him to do. But God also says “Hineni” when he is announcing a covenant he will make, the brunt of which he would always end up bearing. It appears many times in the prophetic writings, often translated, “Behold, I will…” But it is more like, “Behold! Here I am, doing this thing!”

God is our ever-present help, as David reminds us in Psalm 46, and there are multiple times throughout scripture where we read the question, “What can I do for you?” As ridiculous as it might seem, God actually makes himself available to us, and has shown that he is ready to pay the highest cost – even the life of his only Son. He invites us to share our requests and needs with him, and is always listening to our cry. “Hineni” – “Here I am”, the Great I Am stoops to assure us. He hears us, he sees us, he knows our struggle, and he is always there. He is mighty, he is our rescuer, and the dread warrior by our side. He promises to listen to our prayers and to answer, according to his will – the very best and perfect decision will be made.

There is a verse buried in the David and Jonathan saga, in which Jonathan promises his beleaguered best friend, “Tell me what your soul desires, and I will do it for you” (1 Sam 20:4). It caught my attention, because it is the same kind of devoted readiness as the shout of “Hineni!” Sometimes, I believe that the Lord would whisper this in our ear. As breathtaking as that might sound, it happens! God says it to Solomon, and Yeshua says it to people that he met in his earthly ministry sometimes. “What would you like me to do for you?”

But then, I thought that I wanted to ask the Lord the same question: “What is on your heart, Lord? What do you desire? And I will do whatever you ask”. Knowing God, that is a dangerous promise to make. He does ask people to do some pretty wild things. But it’s always totally worth it.

God has already shown his great willingness, devotion, and availability to us as was perfectly demonstrated on the cross. He is permanently listening to whatever we have to say or ask for, but do we shrink back from unconditionally responding to his call and his requests of us?

This calls for love. This calls for devotion. Availability, and willingness to sacrifice for the other. God is devoted to us, but will he find unconditional devotion and readiness to pay the cost in us? What if God was to call your name out loud today? Are you ready to offer yourself to his service, not even knowing what it might be? We don’t have to wait until we hear an audible call, we can just report for duty as we come into his presence, and tell him we’re ready to do his will. Ready for action, present and correct.

Here I am, Lord! Hineni! Send me! [Source]

God may soon be calling YOU. Will you answer “Hineni {Here I am}” ~OR~ will God get…. I’m sorry the person you’re trying to reach is unavailable. Please leave a message [BEEP]…

The time to sharpen your sword is NOW!

1. Be prepared.  Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. (2 Timothy 4:2). Read HIS Word, be fed and sharp.
2. Expect sacrifice. I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service.  And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. (Romans 12:1-2) If you fail, rally yourself, repent and press on.
3. Expect trial and remain focused.  Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good.  Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another;  not lagging in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord;  rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer;  distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality. (Romans 12:9-13) Always keep your eyes on Jesus. Never forget to love one another as He loved us.

When He calls will you answer HINENI?

Shalom,

Brian

From Gatewaypundit.com

Many experts believe that Vice President Mike Pence has the duty to throw out electoral college recommendations in the 2020 election that are based on fraud.  

This will then force these states to have their legislatures choose the set of delegates they believe will best represent the state’s election results.

Ivan Raiklin has studied the Constitution and found some absolutely fascinating information.  He is reporting that a peaceful and Constitutionally lawful resolution to the situation we are in is at hand and may begin tomorrow.

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Later today President Trump retweeted this on Wednesday. This puts pressure on his Vice President to act in obedience to this US Constitution.

If Mike Pence fails to act — he will lose the Trump voters. We don’t need another weakling Republican.

If Mike Pence chooses to do what is right it will position him for 2024.

It’s Mike’s choice.

https://twitter.com/Raiklin/status/1341520753984942081?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1341520753984942081%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.thegatewaypundit.com%2F2020%2F12%2Fmike-pence-must-tomorrow-president-trump-retweets-operation-pence-card-urging-vp-act-fraudulent-election%2F

Brethren, please pray for God’s will in this situation.

Personally, I say GO FOR IT VP Pence!!

But of course I want God’s will to be done.

This election was STOLEN from the American people!!

How Can I be Saved?

Shalom B’Yeshua

MARANATHA!!